Monday, March 08, 2010

Better, but still need something...

I'm not sure what that "something" is that I need, but I think I need a distraction. I need to do something that is not related to work or school. Leann mentioned that I might be dealing with some level of depression. While that is a possibility, if that is the case, it's not that bad. I've had much worse and really, I'm o.k. - not miserable, but still distracted to a degree.
I tried going to band rehearsal tonight and realized that I couldn't play on this next concert because I'll be going to Waco on that date. Though I don't have to go to the bus safety state competition, I want to see my friend that lives in Waco and it's at a time where I don't have major assignments due so I think I'll go. Not having to go to band each week might lift a little of the burden I feel. I do love playing in band, but having many of my assignments due on Mondays made it difficult.
I think I'm going to try to do a little more crafting. I hadn't made any rosaries in a long time. I didn't even realize that once I got my personal website set up again that I had the rosary site on there and out of the blue I sold one of my rosaries online. It was already made so I just shipped it out. Then my choir director placed an order for a rosary with specific colors so I went out and got the beads for it and made it. I sold it for $20. My website design project is going to be do revamp my personal website - basically start over so I think I'll try to get my rosary site going again and make a few more to put on there. I have sold some, given a few away, and I have beads I've bought in the past that I've never used. So I want to go back to that for a while.
I enjoyed watching Chuck tonight. I just love that show. I should do some homework, but I'm still not in a mind to do it right now. I tried to book my vacation for this summer, but Southwest Vacations seemed to have too many "technical issues."
I still don't know what, if anything, I'll do during spring break. I might try to read a few books at least. I haven't done that in a long time as well. Well, there's not much to report here. School is still blah. I think it is just time for a break... yeah, right.


Leann said...

I agree that your depression is not bad, just kinda hanging out there in the background. I was not insinuating that you should go on meds or anything by any means :-)

I think the rosary thing sounds like a good idea. They are beautiful, you get to be creative and that is always uplifting.

I just read where Jet Blue is offering seats for $10 to fill flights. I haven't checked it out, but might be worth taking a look :-)

I'd say you should come here for Spring Break, but we have no sunshine :-( *sigh* Maybe this summer :-)

Anonymous said...

Unfocused ... I can relate to this. I should writewritewrite and all I do is look into the web, cook and "do things" ... going to the post, buying groceries, preparing a meal ... I guess the German expression is "Übersprungshandlung", when one does something to "jump over" something else, to avoid, to procrastinate? Ugly word ... Tomorrow morning is one last visit in an archive.
Spring brake in texas ... I have absolutely no clue: Can you go to the sea? Are there mountains in reach? A city with a theater, concert, an exhibition? Horribile dictu - sport? The other possibility is a pile of books, a big drink with a nice umbrella and - if the wheather allows - terraza. Wunder what you'll choose?