I have spent the last two days basically doing nothing. I really had the intention to go up to school and work, but my motivation just isn’t there. I have read books instead. I found a new author that I think I like. I need to go back to the earlier books and see how they begin. I took Matthew to the airport on Sunday. I’m feeling like things are a little off with him, but I’m hoping that he is just needing his vacation time and nothing more. I can’t really explain it right now, but it’s that intuition that I have that is usually right in some way. I figured that I wouldn’t really hear from him much, but he has texted me some. Yesterday I braved the crowds and went to Best Buy and the mall. It wasn’t horrible, but I didn’t stay out long. At Penny’s I got Josh some tank shirts that he wanted and I found a new dressy dress for me to wear at the Koobraey awards at school. Today I didn’t even get out of the house. I wore my pajamas most of the day and then changed into sweats. I cooked some dinner and even ruined the rice a roni. I’m almost finished with my second book in two days. I do need to get up to the school tomorrow, but I’m not sure how long I’ll stay. I’m feeling a little guilty – but not so much that I’m doing anything about it. I’m going to finish my book tonight and just see what tomorrow brings.
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Anabel: Matthew may be feeling the need to go to his "cave". Read "Men are from mars, Women are from Venus". Bradshaw writes that when men get close to a woman, gets intimate, he needs rebond time, like a rubber band, to be alone and reflect. its actually a good thing, as he will return! Google it....take care!
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