Thursday, February 28, 2008

Just one of those days

I feel like I'm not living up to my potential at all. I hate that feeling. I feel like everything I do right now is a waste. I don't like my job right now and I'm tired of everything going wrong. I spent a lot of time this year taking students to tournaments and working with them to get them qualified for the state tournament that we are going to next week. And now two of them may not be going. One of them is because she didn't realize that state was next weekend and she already had plans to do "wedding stuff" with her sister that is coming to town. The other may not be able to go because she still has an incomplete grade for last six weeks. I'm really thinking of not even participating in TFA next year. It just seems impossible to get the points we need and it's pretty costly. We may just do mock trial instead. Well enough whining about that.

I have choir rehearsal tonight and I don't want to go to that either. I didn't even want to cook tonight. I picked up Sonic (comfort food) instead. I guess I'm just in a funk right now. Don't mind me complaining, I know life isn't that bad, it's just one of those days. It will pass. I know that going to church and singing is probably the thing I need to do right now. Maybe it's having days like these that will really push me to get through graduate school.

4 comments:

Andrew said...

Oh, you made me crave a cherry limeade and coney dog with the talk of Sonic.

I always vent more than I should on my blog, but I try to tell myself that I don't advertise who I am, or where I'm at. I have gotten shy about writing about my AA meetings, though, and dad knows I blog about work.

Take care of yourself and sleep well tonight. Keep in mind that Spring is just around the corner and you have a long summer off. I can't wait to hear what your summer is going to be like.

Leann said...

Hi....hope your day is going better and you've been able to rise above the funk.

I think winter is getting to all of us, time for spring to get here and raise our spirits!!

Blessings

Leann

ellesu said...

Your life is sending you clues and it sounds as if you're listening to them. Good for you. Change isn't easy, but I believe it will be worth it when you walk through those changes.

My best to you. (And....I hope this doesn't sound too new age-y.)

abbagirl74 said...

I am sorry you had a bad day. Graduate school does sound good. Something new and exciting. Hope you have a very nice weekend! Relax! Kick those heels up.