It doesn't feel like a break to me

I'm not ready to go back to school on Monday. I've had two days at home and I haven't accomplished much other than catching up on sleep. I did do dishes today. I felt guilty that I didn't do more (and yes, I admit I'm completely lazy) but it doesn't change the fact that I hardly did anything other than watch t.v. and play on the computer. I did observe the day of fasting and abstinence. I had my big meal at lunch today. I ordered food from Feldman's. I had the catfish dinner. I went to church tonight for the Good Friday service and sang in the choir. Tomorrow I'll be playing my clarinet for the Easter Vigil service.

It's been an uneventful day. Tomorrow I have goals to get the kitchen and living at least somewhat clean. I also need to get to the store. We're out of almost everything. I hate it when that happens.

I really need to find another job besides teaching. It's probably not a good sign when you dread going back to work. It usually isn't that bad once I get back into the swing of things, but I just don't love my job and I think a person should at least enjoy what they do. Some days I do, but it's not every day. I hope I am making the right decision to pursue my master's in library science. I hate the fact that I'm almost 40 and I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up.

Well, I'm going to have a snack and some water and call it a night.